Sorry Seems to be the Hardest Word

A beautiful song by Sir Elton.

The lyrics meant so much to me-what is it to make you love me...and what is it to make you want me.

Well, all seems pretty 'cold' for me.

A good night kiss was somehow awkward (in fact-never) and those 3 magical-words, it was something never been heard.

But, girl.. she just dont mind..as long as she just dont mind....

Sorry Seems to be The hardest Word by Elton John

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word


What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Sacrifice

Ouch, its October now. Another year is about to over.

My achievement this year??? hmmm....

Ok, this number is really a big hit in the year probably 91 or 92, I just cant really recall.

What a 'touching' song. And its mtv video, is still one of my favourite, till today; still recalling the guy dancing with the girl..what a lovely moment.

But above all....it is all 'bout the 'sacrifice'.

'Sacrifice' by Elton John


It's a human sign
When things go wrong
When the scent of her lingers
And temptation's strong

Into the boundary
Of each married man
Sweet deceit comes calling
And negativity lands

Cold cold heart
Hard done by you
Some things look better baby
Just passing through

And it's no sacrifice
Just a simple word
It's two hearts living
In two separate worlds
But it's no sacrifice
No sacrifice
It's no sacrifice at all

Mutual misunderstanding
After the fact
Sensitivity builds a prison
In the final act

We lose direction
No stone unturned
No tears to damn you
When jealousy burns

And it's no sacrifice..

Just a simple word

Its two hearts living

In two separate worlds

But it's no sacrifice

No sacrifice...

It's no sacrifice at all...

How's It Going To Be

This, a very very meaningful song for me.

A thoughtful song what I'd called it.

It was when I was surrounded by questions, questions that I'll never gonna got the answer.

Yup, I was damn lonely, no one to talk to at that time.

I gave a lot of thoughts of 'how its gonna be'.

But now, whats gonna be is what its gonna be...I just couldnt find 'it'.

'How's It Going To Be' by Third Eye Blind


I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder...
What are we fighting for?

When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder...
Is there anything I'm going to miss?


How's it going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there,


How's it going to be
When there is no one there to talk to about
How it's going to be

'Cause I don't care
How's it going to be...

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch

A silence I can't ignore,
Like . .
The hammocks and the doorways we spent time in
Swing empty


I don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always..
About to hit me



I guess that is...
How it's going to be
How's it going to be...

-from the year 1997-

The Reason

I was once admiring this song, few years back. A nice one,

-sometimes wonder wherever I may roam-

'The Reason' by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You..

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you